Sometimes I wonder what it's for. Why do I bother to study so hard again? Right, for myself. Constant conviction of the same fact clearly shows that I have little faith in the statement at all.

Regardless, I study hard, I work hard, maybe even doubly so but hell, I don't see it going anywhere. It's like after working hard, but maybe not hard enough, I may not even get into university. WHAT IS THE POINT THEN?? okok, maybe I am just making myself unnecessarily depressed. The weather is cold and gloomy, all that I like, a nice change of pace from the hot, humid weather most of the time.

I guess it does not matter anymore, Kevin can go on about his intellectual entries and witty comments and whacking the gahmen. I am more about the soul, spirit, mind and emotional aspects of humankind. I am more about finding myself, finding love, friends, having fun, enjoying life, okay, wait, and working hard. >_< hahaha. Still, I guess to some, fun comprises of wit, and using the brain.

So what if research show that only a small percentage of our brain's true potential is being tapped on only? If I remembered correctly, only three percent. BUT SO WHAT? I am satisfied; why bother to torture yourself trying to unlock the remaining, what, 97%? (okay, now it sounds like a lot) Yes, humanity has a lot of potential, and we are A LOT smarter than we think, but do you see it being used wisely?? What is the point of such a great amount of intellect, when obviously we are making wrong decisions every minute, every day deforesting, releasing toxic gases, polluting our rivers, inventing new weapons of mass destruction, killing gaia a lot faster than we can actually hope to sustain it. Intelligence? No doubt about it. Not.

So tell me again why I want to "unlock my potential" when it has not seem to help others who have? If anything, I want to do so in order to make wiser decisions to save gaia. There I go again about the saving gaia campaign. But undeniably, it's true okay. If I do not remember and do it, who will?

gosh, the weather is getting too cold; there is definitely something wrong with the earth.

then again, I am contented with my share of intellectual and emotional quotient. If anything, I want to be more emotionally in tune to others coz this is something you cannot gain from books or learn, it's something that you either have or do not. Of course, like intellect, you can unlock it too, but how, I am not so sure. Regardless, anyone can gain knowledge in a whole lot of ways, internet, books, tv, media, etc. Which returns to my first point, I am your spirit, mind and soul person, it is not that I do not care about intellect, but my bigger concern is not it.

Sometimes I wonder what it's for. Why do I bother to study so hard again? Right, for myself. Constant conviction of the same fact clearly shows that I have little faith in the statement at all.

Regardless, I study hard, I work hard, maybe even doubly so but hell, I don't see it going anywhere. It's like after working hard, but maybe not hard enough, I may not even get into university. WHAT IS THE POINT THEN?? okok, maybe I am just making myself unnecessarily depressed. The weather is cold and gloomy, all that I like, a nice change of pace from the hot, humid weather most of the time.

I guess it does not matter anymore, Kevin can go on about his intellectual entries and witty comments and whacking the gahmen. I am more about the soul, spirit, mind and emotional aspects of humankind. I am more about finding myself, finding love, friends, having fun, enjoying life, okay, wait, and working hard. >_< hahaha. Still, I guess to some, fun comprises of wit, and using the brain.

So what if research show that only a small percentage of our brain's true potential is being tapped on only? If I remembered correctly, only three percent. BUT SO WHAT? I am satisfied; why bother to torture yourself trying to unlock the remaining, what, 97%? (okay, now it sounds like a lot) Yes, humanity has a lot of potential, and we are A LOT smarter than we think, but do you see it being used wisely?? What is the point of such a great amount of intellect, when obviously we are making wrong decisions every minute, every day deforesting, releasing toxic gases, polluting our rivers, inventing new weapons of mass destruction, killing gaia a lot faster than we can actually hope to sustain it. Intelligence? No doubt about it. Not.

So tell me again why I want to "unlock my potential" when it has not seem to help others who have? If anything, I want to do so in order to make wiser decisions to save gaia. There I go again about the saving gaia campaign. But undeniably, it's true okay. If I do not remember and do it, who will?

gosh, the weather is getting too cold; there is definitely something wrong with the earth.

then again, I am contented with my share of intellectual and emotional quotient. If anything, I want to be more emotionally in tune to others coz this is something you cannot gain from books or learn, it's something that you either have or do not. Of course, like intellect, you can unlock it too, but how, I am not so sure. Regardless, anyone can gain knowledge in a whole lot of ways, internet, books, tv, media, etc. Which returns to my first point, I am your spirit, mind and soul person, it is not that I do not care about intellect, but my bigger concern is not it.